i wish i could squeeze myself like the China acrobat and stash myself in the drawer, close it tight and lock with a magic padlock that could only be open after a broken spell. or hybernate like a dark huge bear, sleeping soundly, entertaining itself with dreams and hope, or like a sleeping beauty that sleeps for a hundred years and can still look alive and reddish as a sweet princess should be.
i wish i could disappear from here. from this moment. and never came back.