process sucks

betul kata dr.asri, berzina lebih senang dari menikah.
berapa banyak borang kena isi? kena bayar utk borang lagi.
berulang2 kali g pejabat agama.
pejabat agama lak admin dia lain dengan negeri yang lain.
kalo berzina tak yah bayar pon.
buleh jer parking kete tepi jalan!
bukan perkara baik kena disenangkan ke?
islam tak pernah nak nyusahkan umatnya.
a'sal benda2 nie bodoh sangat?
kalo g kahwin kat siam, kena bayar denda Rm1000 jer sorang.
senang lagi kot.
takyah kenduri, tak yah nyusahkan sesape, tak nyusahkan diri sendiri.

just can't help it

ciri-ciri orang yang menjengkelkan aku

1. suka bercakap merapu dan takder faedah
2. menyibuk dan banyak bertanya, 'kenapa nak peg kedai? nak beli apa sana? kenapa nak tengok starworld? ada rancangan apa? sejak bila yanti pakai cream tu, tak tau pon?' -ikut suka aku la!
3. tak boleh org lain lebih dari dia, bila org cerita pape dia pon mula bukak cerita dia, dia la paling best kat dunia ni, belom lagi org habis cerita..
4. mula2 buat baik dgn aku pastu lama2 buat bodo -ceh!baik bodo dari awal jadi tak de la aku mengharap
5. kalo call mesti 3-4-5-6-7-8 kali. kalo org dah tak angkat tu maknanya org bz la..tido ke..dalam tandas ke..meeting ke.. dua kali udah la. nnt aku return la call tu kalo penting
6. pengotor, kalo masak tinggal periuk belanga tak basuh kalo berbasuh pon penuh sisa makanan dalam sink. tu sapa nak bersihkan? tikus?
7. suka dok tayang bulu ketiak kat org. eeeeuuww!!!

hish!

the impossibility

o god
the most gracious the creator of the whole universe
can i ask for the magic clock
so that i could turn the time
to change what i desires
(with your bless)

so that i won't have this skin
so that i won't be here
crying in the dark cuddling my pink pillow
staring at my blog
motionless - idealess - still
at 12 midnight

to be in the arms that i love
or the place i wish
or wearing the dress i fancy
with sweet grin
and high heels
and anna sui on my left
and a best friend on my right

would it be better?
or should i just wish to wake up the next morning as someone else?

amen

...?

ada 4 orang budak kelas aku tak dapat teruskan belajar ke tingkatan 1. kerana ibu/bapa mereka tiada mykad. sedih aku. tak pernah terfikir ada kes macam nie di semenanjung. at least, aku tak pernah jumpa (lagi) sampaila aku di sini.
paling sedih, 4 orang budak tu adalah budak2 'penyejuk hati'- budak yang mendengar cakap, dan buat kerja yang disuruh cekgu. performance pun buleh tahan. what a waste tak dapat masuk tingkatan 1.
sorang budak tu memang ayah dan mak nya tak tau pegi mana. ada sorang yang jaga dia. taktau la apa hubungan sebab bila aku tanya dia senyum saja. ntah. adala surat sumpah yang mengatakan ibu dan bapa dia tak tau di mana jadi pakcik nie yang jaga dia. dahla mak budak tu org indon. i bet dah balik indon maknye tu. habis anak tu?
aku selalu take for granted dokumen2 sebab benda tu memang milik aku. memang betul kita takkan rasa kepentingan sesuatu tu hanya bila kita tak dapat atau kehilangan benda tu saja.

my favourite teacher -by abdul hakim b lau (6B)

My favourite teacher is teacher Shahdayanti. Teacher Shahdayanti is very beautiful. She is hardworking. She is teaching English and Pendidikan Sivik Dan Kewarganegaraan. My friend and I understand what she have teach (taught). Teacher Shahdayanti try to teach students to be clever and successful. Today we know how important teacher(s) are and we need (them) in our lives. Without (a) teacher, we will live in darkness. So, we must appreciate our teacher. And now, I will never forget the teacher who his (has) influenced my life. When she was teaching (teaches) my class she always asked (asks) us if we understood the lesson and gave (gives) us good explanation. She was (is) thin, every day she will look beautiful and smart. She had (has) fair skin and a sweet smile. Sometimes she laughed (laughs) or smiled (smiles), she would look sweet. She was (is) a caring teacher. I really love and like her.

oh, my!

am teaching year 6. and class teacher for 6b. i treat all year 6 kids equally with other kids in school, year 5-1. i call the kids 'abang' or 'sayang', whatever word that coome out from my mouth.
this incident showed how wrong i am.

we had extra class for english at 1pm today. the kids did many work (as instructed by me~they'll be facing UPSR in the next 3 weeks, so you bet a LOT of exercises are needed here). i would check their work when they had finished and after that they could go home.

this one particular kid had finished his work early but refused to go home as he was waiting for his friend. so he was talking and smiling and pulling his beg in that class. suddenly i saw him sitting on the table. and i said to him, 'abang N, turun duduk bawah!' and he seemed shocked and then he..smiled.. and said.. 'abang..hehe..' and the other boys were smiling too and they turned at me, 'hehe, teacher panggil N abang..' and they started teasing him, Abang N.. the boy wa so embarrassed that he blushed adn i could see clearly his blood colour.. i puzzled, what is happening here? 'kenapa?' i asked the pupils. 'kenapa kalau saya panggil dia abang?'

the other boys smiled..and laughed at N.. i just smiled with lits of questions in the head, 'oh my, what on earth are they thinking? why he is so embarrased? and a little excited?' i realized these pupils are not kids, they are grown up kids. and i THINK i should not address them like this..

N walked around the class and last thing i saw he did was membetulkan his pants.

*i don't want to know!

my wish..

aku nak,

• kayuh basikal pada pukul 6 petang dengan await, malau, dan farhah dekat sawah padi sambil gelak tak henti2
• letak kepala atas riba mak sambil sembang pasal rancangan televisyen
• tarik rambut adik tanpa sebab dan tengok dia buat dek jer
• diskusi di library dengan aisyah dan shema sambil wonder iwan dengan yazmil datang tak hari ni
• naik motor dengan shema pakai helmet besar yang selalu kena pegang kalo tak terlucut!
• makan 4 pieces of chicken dan sky juice dengan emy, shema, dan hanic
• keluar ke gurney dgn xbesfriend dan chair
• jawab call abg amir pada pukul 3pagi dan sengih sebelum tidur balik
• keluar tengok movie beramai2 dengan pah, mieza, shoba, matnor, yat, aizu, dzull dll.
• jalan dari maktab ke usm dengan fieza dan dijemput pulang oleh abang lan
• makan ikan bakar di kuala perlis dengan fieza, darna, dan aizu

*not feeling so okay